Today it's just words....
I can't say yes,
and I can't say no.
I want to say yes to your tightrope to the edge.
To having too much fun.
To long lingering looks and soft touches.
Squeezes and deep kisses.
To being lost in a zone that's not often visited.
To being on the other side and to getting perspective.
I want to say no to my fears and convention.
To the unspoken broken trash heap that we've visited before.
No to usual, trivial, fearful.
Yes to acknowledging the complex.
To finding the balance and harmony in the tension.
To beauty and fragility.
To the bit that you let go in order to find the "sweet true spot'
In the other.
Connection and re-connection.
Individual yet seeking the other.
I want to say yes,
I want to say no.
( To be honest it's not just words..
it's thoughts and wishes and dreams
and a whole lot of what's hard to get right
when dealing with relationships in the real world)